Tuesday, December 4, 2007

So I've fallen behind...

Hey where does she sing and where does she move? There are basic facts in life that take time. Like paying bills and calling old friends. These are simple tasks that we really appreciated after we completed them, but why is it that I struggle so much to get them done. It's not htat I don't have the money to pay the bill, but I just hate the act of paying the bill. For some reason it is so hard to get my body motivated to actually complete the act. Same with calling old friends. Talking to people from the past is more endorpic obviously than paying a stupid bill but why is it that we hesitate so long to make those little phone calls to the ones we use to love so much. Do you think that I am afarid to make that simple call for fear that they are not the same person I remember or that I am not the same person that I remember? It's amazing how happy I am after I talk to my college or high school friends. What really amazes me is how grounded I feel after a simple conversation no matter how hectic my life my be at that present moment in time. Currently I am traveling through South Carolina. I love getting the daily emails with the little updates on my friends because it makes me feel connected to something.
It's weird I tell you ... very weird. Or , at least I think that I'm weird. Ha!
Well, I must continue working, so happy weirdness.

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